As a failure

I'm a failure in my own eyes, what am I in yours?

Is there a shred of hope left for me?

If so show me, maybe I need the guidance,

or maybe just maybe I need to take a chance ,

there is a silver lining that blocks me and strays me from my path...

I've fallen inlove with my darkness,

as blood spills from unseen wounds,

I rip my heart out and stitch the wound closed feeling only bliss...